Brand New - Play Crack the Sky

This is strange for me to do, but I’ve never actually written anything for my blog. For some reason I find enjoyment in only shuffling through the endless sea of images and words scattered throughout tumblr and re-posting the ones that are thought-evoking. Again, extremely satisfying, but not that personal. 

I want to start writing more.

This semester was supposed to be different. I thought I would have more time for myself. Rather - I wanted more time for myself. But I feel like I’m constantly being pushed on all fronts in all different directions. I’ve gotten to the point where I’m just going through the motions and have given up on pushing back.

I’ve always been sensitive. Ask anyone that knows me. I’m not denying it. But recently this vulnerability has only come out of me in frustration and anxiety. I hate (more than anything else) sounding conceited, but I work harder than everyone around me. Unfortunately, nobody gets a trophy for that.

Like, I don’t know how long I can do this anymore…

“They call them roooooogues, they travel fast and alone…”